She, like before, wanted
Inhale your breath
In my exhausted body,
In my cold housing.
As the sky, He stood over me,
And I could not meet her
Move the patient hand,
To tell, that longed for her…
I watched dull eyes,
Like me, she is sad,
And there was no longer among us
no words, nor happiness, no hard feelings…
Earthly heart was tired
So many years, so many days…
Earthly happiness late
On three of its frenzied!
I, finally, terminally ill,
breathing other, otherwise languish,
Sins of a Solar satisfied
And the eternal night is not afraid…
I looked into the eyes of eternity,
Peace brought down on the heart,
Cool moisture blue night
Koster excitement flooded…
30 July 1908